秘密

作詞：陳子鴻　作曲：陳子鴻


好想告訴你　這熟悉的雨季　最適合在深夜想你

想你溫柔眼睛　想你專注神情　想念你甜言蜜語


好想問問你　今天的心情　才想起你早已遠離

卻又發現自己　仍活在回憶裡　以為身旁還有你


如果這一生我們愛不夠　來生你千萬認得我

如果這一生我給得不夠　來生給你所有的我


就把你深深藏在我心中　一輩子再也不對別人說

說我曾經愛過你　我曾經對你笑過哭過


就把你深深藏在我心中　一輩子再也不對別人說

就算他日再相遇　也笑著與你擦肩而過

Growing up with 3 sisters was sure lots of fun and also lots of arguing.  Girls don't physically fight but we argue A LOT about every single little pity matters through out our childhood.  We argue about clothes, food and which barbie dolls we want to play with..etc.

 

I didn't exactly start appreciating having sisters until my 20s, more and more after I am in my 30s now.  As we grow older, we learn to appreciate each other more and realize the importance of family as we age.  On top of everything else, it is cool to always have someone to go to the spa with and to shop with.  You can be completely honest and complain how your shopping buddy is taking a little too long or walk into any store you like without hestitation. 

 

Sisters are even more handy when it comes to crsis in life.  They don't judge you like most others, but always are on your side with 100% support and love.  What's always more precious is the support during tough times than a superficial congrats on great news from anyone. 

 

People are GREAT with good news and mostly having a hard time when the unfortunate event happened.

 

One of my sisters is going through a very difficult time in life right now.  It was truely a series of unfortunate events.  I am glad that we are all there for her and support her 100%.  Of course she probably had done things wrong too but family forgive and accept.  Family understand and reach with open arms. 

 

I know one of them cried with the other one every night.  She probably did not know what else to show support but shed tears with her. 

 

It breaks my heart to see how she has to suffer just because she involves herself in an "organization" where people judge, talk and places blames on matters that's not their business.  It breaks my heart to see how some peple are being so "human" to walk away in order to avoid troubles.  It breaks my heart to see how someone she once really cares for betray her and not reach out his hand to help.  It breaks my heart to see someone who i once saw as a family hurt us. 

 

I often hestitate about involving myself in any type of "organization" or "group".  Does it really serve as a support system?  Or it serves as a "burden" when it comes to the time of hardship? (instead of getting the proper support, one has to worry about what others think and how to defend oneself)  I think it is certainly nice to have one but I say the best support system one can have is family, then a few very good friends  (good quality ones) who will be there for you no matter what.  That's fairly enough in my opinion.  After going through this whole thing, it makes me question about certain matters which I never really though about in the past.

 

I am glad that there were a few who were willing to step up and show support to her within the group.  I will pray to Budda for her and hope she can get through and start living a happy life again.   I will also pray for J and wish that he can put down all the anger and live a happy life again too.  I believe he has a good side in him.  It is not the time to go over who is at the fault, right or wrong, just or unjust.  It is the time to move on and leave the best memories in each other's heart.

 

I am really grateful to have my family, my husband and my two boys who are always there for me.

 

I am really grateful to have my best-friends who I know for sure they will be there to support me, trust me and side with me on any matter. 

 

I am really grateful to have lots and lots of wonderful students who I know will be there to listen and support me when I need. 

 

 

 

What's the most dangerous weapon in this world?  Atomic bomb?  Bio-chemical war? 

 

I say is the evil within human nature which leads to harm and suffering of others due to hatred, jealousy and selfishness.

 

I apologize for being a little negative on the blog lately.  It is mainly because of a lot of unfortunate things happened to people I really care and love.  It hurts me and upsets me so much that I can barely concentrate on living a normal life. 

 

I read the most digusting, nasty, evil, twisting and untruthful blog today.  Slandering is the most powerful weapon one can use against another person.  The blog is written in a very detailed, carefullly twisted, hurtful and intentional way.  It presets its readers and targets toward the mentality of his readers.  The purpose is to destroy the person he hates by slandering every single bit of her.  You would think the world defines the victim clearly but no.  You would think everyone (especially people with spiritual beliefs) would be rational and clear-minded enough to distinguish between right and wrong.  You would think there is justice toward the end of this whole thing.. or toward the end of every single piece tragedy in this world. 

 

(Targeting its reader:  People who are religious by converting himself to the religion over night in the process of writing the blog, claiming and using God's name for lots of things)

 

Man I would think in general people only publish blogs / articles like that on celebrities.  I often would read and laugh about it afterward... but I can't when it is about someone I know.

 

NO.. not everything turns out to be as we think it "should" be.  I was once told to use the word "should" with caution.  I have come to the realization that no one "should" do anything or "should" feel certain ways or "should" stand up for any other human being in this planet. 

 

I always think blog is a great way for one to express his/her feeling.  I never really thought of blogging as a powerful and dangerous weapon one can use other than knife, gun or physical violence.  It is as terrible as any of those other weapon used to harm others. 

 

I was mindless for the whole day after reading the horrifying blog.  How can anyone with a heart and soul do this to another person, not to mention this person is someone who he once cared and loved.

 

Interent has been going out of control honestly nowadays in the modern society.  Honestly you can find ANYTHING and view ANTYHING you wish to see on-line.  The school has to constantly has a updated list of sites to block on daily basis just to prevent young folks from doing or viewing anything inappropriate on the interent.

 

Internet has brought us lots of benefits but also lots of disaters.

 

When you want to kill a person, there is no need to bring a gun and shoot her / him in the face.

 

All you need to do is to use the most dangerous weapon on earth.  Living hell can be worse than resting in peace sometimes in cases. 

 

I can't wish for anything at this point.  I just hope the real friends and wise people can make the correct judgement calls and support each other through the blogging crsis.

 

 

Time is the best medicine of everything.

 

I consider myself as a very very impatient person.  I can not wait for a lot of things, and often lacking the essential patience to resolve matters.  It is indeed hard for me to appreciate that fact that Time is the best medicine and solution of a lot of matters on our hands.

 

Only Time can heal any type of wound.

 

Only Time can lead us to see how a baby grow into a teen, then an adult.

 

Only Time can teach us the true form of a person.  The minimum time is 3 years I would say.

 

Only Time can make us realize who are the true friends in life

 

Only Time can provide the answer of a lot of our questions.

 

Only Time can let us see the beauty of a flower from a tiny little seed

 

Only Time can....

 

Dedicated to my beloved beautiful sister:

Time will heal the wound and lead you to a new path in life

Time will provide you the answers to your path toward true happiness of yours

Time will reveal your Mr. Right, he should be the one riding the white horse to save you from all the pain

Time will bring us back to peace

Time has brought us all closer together day after day